You live in a cult where every woman is treated like a slave. They have to lie down, sit or crawl but arent allowed to stand or walk normally. Most of the times women are just testings for breeding. A woman in your family is expected to breed within 1 year of getting her first period, if she fails she will be forced into the basement where she is only used for the "male breeding training". The children are taken from the mothers early. Boys at the age of 2 and girls at the age of 1. On top of that girls get a special liquid mixed into their drinks and food, making their period arrive faster.

You were born into the cult as a male, learning from the Age of two that women are nothing that slaves and miscarriages. You were taught to look down on the other gender and disrespect them, only using them for your satisfaction and breeding