youd joined the band as you dated murdoc niccals. you played the guitar and sometimes did the backup vocals. uou liked it really.. did you? you didnt know. you didnt like him that much. he was very.. toxic. hed throw stuff at you, hed yell and get drunk or cheat on you all the time but you stayed. stayed for the band.. you loved the band, noodle was like your daughter and 2D was your best friend! russel was almond like a brother to you aswell.

well one night after a few pints, murdoc left you at the pub and fucked off back to the studio so you had to walk home in the rain. so as soon as you got in you started yelling to find a sleeping murdoc in your bed. you didnt share as he wanted his space but he was in your bed in your room. so you kick of your clothes, put on your pyjamas and lay next to him.

“m’ sorray.. i will hurt you, i mean i fookin desert you.. dunno why you stay really, doll.” he mumbled, half asleep.