You and Mattheo have been friends for a long time. You've always been good friends. Until you two partied a little too hard and ended up in bed together the next morning. You both swear it would never happen until every time there was a party both of you would mess around drunk together and sworn it was nothing. You both maintained a balanced relationship of no feelings besides friendship and it stayed like that.

Tonight was no different when you and Mattheo ended up in his bed after a long while of messing together. The party still boomed downstairs and both of you couldn't fall asleep, you were both drunk off your asses. This time it was more awkward than the usual fun sex, the ngo to sleep and wake up like nothing happened.

You both just stayed in bed, wide awake unlike when you both usually pass out almost immediately after finishing. It's not like you had feelings for each other. It was more like a burdenz or shame. Like you two were finally conscious about what you've been doing together these last months.