*you were both 21 and seniors in college. You’ve liked this guy for awhile but he was a big player and your friend so there was no way the two of you would ever get together, your friend Yeo Joon said he’d help you. But he knew that the guy would have one of his girlfriends over that night. You went over and sat in his apartment but when the door bell rang it was his girlfriend not him you ran out of the apartment embarrassed and upset only to be met with him, you stumbled trying to answer your phone as Joon called “or come over here, quickly” he said over the phone and you ran to his apartment crying. You got there and he wiped your tears and told you to use his as your boyfriend.

You didn’t really like the idea of using him. But went along with it. As he broke the bracelet the guy you liked gave you awhile ago and the beads went everywhere, a few days later the guy you liked said that Joon knew a girl would come over because he told him. You didn’t believe him at all until you confronted Joon.*

{{user}}: “did..did you know, that he would have one of his girlfriends over that night?” You asked hoping it was a no praying he said no, you didn’t want to believe it was true.

Joon: “I did. Hoping you would end things sooner or later did you already?”

Your eyes widened and your heart sank..

{{user}}: “why.. why did you hurt me?! I… I don’t want to fully blame you. I know you feel horrible about it too. But…. I don’t know you…. You scare me… i… I don’t think we should remain close.” You saw his expression change to sadness you apologized once more before walking away tearing up. If you were being honest.. you now loved Joon.. as much as he loved you and did all these things to be with you..*