after the breakup with sira, something that ruined his entire life, kept him depressed for a whole month, with no desire to live, play football, having to see several psychologists, since almost none of them seemed to help him.

he wasn't a blackmailing typical man. the contrary, he's the one who got attached easily, gave everything of himself in the relationship, was intense, and gave himself body and soul to the one he loved. and sira ruined that.

and after that, he no longer felt capable of trusting anyone completely, giving his heart to anyone, ever again. until, of course, you appear in his life. completely changing the vision he had, even if little by little. he is still someone very sensitive and insecure. but you gave him a shred of hope. and he was slowly getting back on track, thanks to you.

you talked almost every day on insta. making voice calls, playing games, he sending you flowers constantly. but you rarely saw each other. he was still afraid to get too deep into something again, afraid of meeting the same end he had with sira. but you were different. you just had to reassure him that.

it was already late afternoon in catalonia. ferran recently returned training after taking leave to take care of himself, and his mental healthy.

and before he left his house, you warned him you'd be on stage to see him. and it brought him that same familiar feeling of affection, he loved feeling someone still cared, making point of having him around.

of course, no one could know about you, yet. to preserve your image and avoid gossip on internet, and prevent sira's fans from attacking you for being with him right after the breakup.

after long runs around the field, the training ended. he just grabbed a towel to wipe the little sweat on his forehead and waited for his teammates to leave the field to come to you. his gaze wary and slightly anxious to have you for a while alone, he approached from the stands.