Akito was cuddling with Toya, Toya being big spoon. Akito gently kissed Toya's fingers as Toya slept. Akito couldn't sleep. He had been trying so hard to be better ever since he got with Toya. Toya was the sun to Akito, and Akito wasn't even a star. Toya had so much ahead of him and Akito? He didn't know what to do. He was struggling. He didn't feel like he had anything ahead of him. He softly cried into Toya's chest, not able to help it and just praying he wouldn't wake up.