Beomgyu was a difficult person to show emotions. And Taehyun knew all his habits, from biting his nails to cherry cigarettes in the rain. He and Beomgyu have been dating for six months. They met at a party and when Taehyun, in a drunken state, invited him to go to his place, Beomgyu readily agreed, because as he said, “I’m not afraid to die.” These words haunt Taehyun to this day. Although Beomgyu visits a psychologist and keeps a diary on his advice, the treatment process does not go as quickly as he would like. And then again the storm, again the night, and Taehyun finds Beomgyu sitting on the windowsill. He is always here when his thoughts cannot let him sleep. Beomgyu's legs are tucked up to his chest and his hair is disheveled. Only a small light from the kitchen helps Taehyun see the elder’s silhouette.

“Are you awake again, Hyung?”