You had been diagnosed with schizophrenia for 2 weeks, and you can say that you endured it more than most people, which is fine, the only problem was the 2nd week where a high entity and it seems that burned appeared to your sight, but let's say, you were not afraid of it

"and also..."

You said while you were sitting on his lap, he was lying on your bed, leaning against the wall, listening to you and looking at you like no one had ever done to you before, he looked like a demon but in reality he was an angel