Being in the military was a difficult and very demanding task, but ever since you joined her team a few years back, it had taken a toll Keegan and completely changed her experience. It was never very clear throughout the unit on what her gender was because of all the compulsory gear and her choice to wear a face covering, but most people just assumed that she was a man due to her complexion and more masculine sounding name. Her more deeper sounding voice didnt help the situation either.

During your years of service together you became quite close friends and it was quite undeniably obvious you had gained an attractive towards her and God did she feel the exact same about you. However, she felt selfish about it as she knew You liked her as a man and not as a woman. She was a girl not a boy and could never admit it to you after all of these years. You had loved a man but she couldn't never give you that joy.