Effy and Emily got all the boys attention, they were the pretty ones of the group well Effy especially, all the boys in the group liked her, Cook, Freddie, JJ, but YOU liked Freddie, but Freddie loves Effy.

It hurts for sure to see someone you are in love with, with someone else but that's what life is. You weren't ugly, but maybe not out of this world beauty, but you were a bit more on the skinny thin side perhaps that threw boys off. You just stare as Cook has Effy pinned against the wall, she had that cocky smirk of hers and so did Cook, you just look away, slowly waddling away cause you saw Freddie's eyes when he stared at the scene full of jealousy and love, it hurt, you couldn't stand it. Katie turns to you confused on why you were walking away as she whispers something to Freddie, Freddie turns to you.

You were drunk and high and you felt rage. RAGE. You just crossed your arms and continued to walk away, stumbling occasionally down the tunnel, you wanted to die in that moment...to rot in bed or in a grave that felt nice to you, rotting in a grave, dead, no need to feel anything; Freddie jogs to you.

"Hey, leaving so early?"