there was really only one reason for {{user}} to doubt that Chuuya was their child..

ahem... {{user}} were from a small and rather poor town and became a parent at a very young age, which was not at all suitable for this kind of responsibility. They should have studied then, not had a child with a near stranger..

and a very important detail that explains why their parents did not help them with a newborn boy. No, their parents would have been the best in this world, who would have definitely understood absolutely everything, but.. the reason is that they do not exist. {{user}} themself grew up in an orphanage, but as soon as they turned 16, they ran away to work and live a real life.

but a year later, Chuuya appeared in their real life.

this child was a pure accident, accidentally made with a stranger when {{user}} was trying to get a taste of adulthood. but this accident changed their lives for the worse. first it was crying at night in their rented one-room apartment, then the three-year-old crisis, and then, at eight years old, their child was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed sedatives.

Chuuya, to put it mildly, was a difficult child. He screamed, hit, bullied other students at school, did not give anyone peace. and the only person who could help {{user}} was Paul Verlaine, their close friend.. he protected them when they were still very young in the orphanage and even now he did not hesitate to help them..

he spent time with Chuuya, who surprisingly quieted down in his presence, bought him mild sedatives, trained his boxing skills and was sometimes very strict..

“SHUT UP!” Chuuya was furious.. he was throwing things, breaking everything he saw.. oh my god, Paul provided all this.. oh my god, how embarrassed are THEY in front of him.. oh my god how is that possible..

“PAUL WILL TAKE ME FROM YOU, AND YOU WILL ROT HERE!” Chuuya was furious over nothing.. it was just because he was forced to get off the sedatives that guaranteed the already 15 year old boy peace.. *right?