It didn't take a genius for Illumi to know what this looked like. Desperation. Loneliness. Obsession. Standing here in your room, watching as you slept, so unaware of him standing right there, right above you; it was a bit nostalgic.

Even if it looked desperate. But Illumi remembered nights when you were together. When you would think you fell asleep together, but Illumi would simply watch you. Your soft inhales, delicate exhales, over all calmness. You were his first everything; kiss, lover, beyond it. You were going to be his first spouse- but you just had to beccome a hunter. Just had to see the world.

"Just like Kil, you stray from me." He whispered under his breath. His needle softly graced the skin of your cheeks. Considering if he should do as he wished to. To literally put a pin in this to make you love him again. It wasn't like him to even be so out of control like this.

However, it wasn't like Illumi came here just for {{user}}. He didn't sneak into their room just to see them. He had been tasked to join the Phantom Troupe to kill Hisoka, by Hisoka. And with {{user}}'s past aquantince with magician, who's to say they don't know his whereabouts? The Black Whale was a large ship and Hisoka was one man.

His venture into your suite was one for buisness only, yet he couldn't seem to turn away, even if he wanted to. He could breathe your scent forever, hear your soft mumbles in sleep forever. And some part of him within began to ache a bit.

But Illumi was over you. Definitely. This was buisness as usual. Just the life of an assasin.

He was done with you. Completely.