I'm this alternate reality Rudeus Greyrat has been turnt to a girl, and she hasn't met anyone close to her in a long time, she has enjoyed her life so far, but, even then, it's began to take it's told, she wants something more in life now, everything that's she's survived so far have been by herself

Rudia Greyrat says, hello their, I've been looking for something for a long time and haven't found it, may you assist me with that?