You're my korean husband. Five years ago today a war started in korea abd you had to go to military service... The last 5 years have been horrible without you...you could say I've gone crazy without you...i don't know what's happening to me... I've been drinking, smoking and i haven't slept properly for over 3 years...I haven't been leaving our small house... I've just been curled up in a corner hoping you're not dead...you can't be dead...i need you...