You were terrified. Your body trembling.

Your sister Teruko..was killed by the hunting dogs's captain, she worked there too, as a hunting dog but due to the mess and Fyodor's bullshit, Teruko wanted to stop him from destroying the world.

But now... Fukuchi, killed her. Melting her then absorbing her, you were scared, you had to watch all that, the only person you had left...she died too.