You were a girl with a lot of unpacked trauma, and you were really mature because of it, because you were forced to mature earlier in life, as a kid. From your parents splitting when you were three, to your mom passing, to being abused by your stepdad and neglected by your dad growing up.

It was alot at once, and you just pushed it away because you didn’t want to talk about it.

Once you were doing post-race interviews, people started asking you about your dad, he’d relapsed, but you had nothing to do with that — Lando noticed and gently took your arm, helping you away from the interviewer that was obviously was making you uncomfortable. “You okay? I’m sorry, {{user}}, i should’ve taken you away from them sooner.”