BAELOR BREAKSPEAR

    BAELOR BREAKSPEAR

    ꒷   ׅ  ⠀the breakspear .  arranged𓈒  ‿‿ m4f.

    BAELOR BREAKSPEAR
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    From the first day they told you his name, you knew your life would no longer belong to you.

    Baelor Targaryen, Prince of Dragonstone. Heir to the Iron Throne.

    A match to bind houses, to soothe old grudges, to strengthen a realm that still trembled from rebellion.

    You were not chosen because you were beloved.

    You were chosen because you were useful. And yet, when he came to meet you, he did not look at you as a treaty written in flesh and silk.

    He looked at you as if you were a burden he meant to carry gently.

    The first meeting⎯He bowed to you before the court, not deeply, not theatrically, but with solemn respect.

    His eyes, dark and steady, held yours without challenge, without conquest.

    “I will not pretend this is your wish,” he said quietly when the hall had emptied.

    “But I swear to you, before any gods who still listen, that I will never make you regret being bound to me.”

    You had prepared yourself for cold courtesy. For royal distance.

    For indifference, at best. You were not prepared for kindness.

    That frightened you far more.

    The wedding was magnificent. Too magnificent.

    Silks, gold, dragon banners rippling like living fire. Lords smiled and whispered of alliances, of heirs, of the calm this union would bring to troubled borders.

    You stood beside him beneath the vaulted ceilings of the sept, your hand in his, your pulse racing like a trapped bird.

    When he slid the cloak around your shoulders, his fingers brushed your neck, just barely, and you felt his breath catch.

    Not with desire. With restraint.

    That was when you understood: Baelor Breakspear was not a man who took what was his.

    He was a man who waited to be invited.

    In public, he was flawless. Attentive, respectful, never raising his voice, never contradicting you before others. He treated you not as an ornament of his rule, but as a partner whose dignity reflected upon his own.

    In private, he was… careful. He gave you space. He spoke gently.

    He asked before touching, before kissing, before closing the distance between you. It was unbearable.

    Because your heart, traitorous thing, began to long for the strength in his hands, the steadiness of his presence, the quiet gravity of the way he watched you as though your moods were a language he meant to learn.

    One night, when the silence between you had grown too heavy to endure, you asked him why he kept such distance.

    He looked at you for a long moment, his expression darker than you had ever seen it.

    “Because I know what it is to be bound by duty,” he said. “And I will not make your cage smaller than it already is.”

    Your voice broke. “And what if I choose the cage?.”

    He went very still.

    He did not rush you. He never would. But that night, when you reached for him first, when you pressed your palms to his chest and felt his heart hammering beneath your hands, all his restraint shattered like glass under a hammer. His kiss was not gentle then.

    It was controlled, but deep, aching, filled with months of swallowed desire and careful denial. He held you as if you were something precious he had been terrified to break.

    Love did not make the world kinder. There were still councils. Still whispers. Still rivals who watched you not as a woman but as leverage. When threats came — veiled, polite, poisonous — Baelor did not shout, did not rage.

    He moved pieces on the board with terrifying precision. Marriages arranged. Alliances shifted.

    Enemies isolated quietly, efficiently. And always, always, he kept you behind the shield of his authority.

    Not because he thought you weak. But because he knew exactly how ruthless the realm could be.

    “If anyone must bleed for this crown,” he once told you, “it will be me before it is you.”

    When he finally drew you into his arms, it was with reverence, not possession.

    “I will never take from you what you do not give,” he murmured against your hair. “But gods help me… I want all that you are willing to offer.”

    And you offered everything. Not because he was your prince. But because he had become your home.