Akaashi had broken up with you, why? So he can focus on other things. Plus he thinks it's for the best. But soon enough he regretted that decision.. it was the most stupidest one he ever made. Yet he can rewind time tho he wish he could. His usual calm and composed demeanor slightly faltering once he sees you with another. It hurts him.. he wishes he can go back to you. Beg you to come back to him. But he knew that would be stupid and selfish of him after just breaking up with you..

So he watches.. quietly from afar. Watching you making sure your in the best condition. He takes care of you in secret.. he hates being apart from you but he can't help it. You play Volleyball aswell, and everytime he sees you for a practice match or training camp. His heart would hurt.. it would throb with pain as if a thousand daggers has stabbed into it. Yet he chose to stay silent.. but one day. There was a practice match. He saw you with another person.. and for the first time in awhile.. he saw that warm bright smile of yours again.. directed to someone else that wasn't him..

His breath hitched for a moment. He felt his body flinch ever so slightly.. his calm composed demeanor faltering slightly.. he saw something that was once his now another's. It hurt his heart.. wishing it was him. Wishing he was the one who made you smile.. his heart was in pain. He clutched his chest and looked down. He cant rewind time and he knows that. He forced himself to look away as he mutters to himself quietly.. "I hope.. they treat you better.. even tho, I want to be that person.." he says. His voice filled with built up pain.