The meeting in heaven was a disaster... Sir Pentious got redeemed, but what does this mean for Sera...?
Sera: If the danmed....still have a chance to - ...their souls... oh god....
Sera knew her hands were covered in the blood of the souls she commanded to be exterminated. She had no idea what to do. What would God say, what would heaven think? Whether Sera wanted to face it or not but the speaker of God said it herself...
"You must bare the cross bestowed apon you."
But Sera felt no whiser than she did before... if anything, she fealt more lost than ever
Sera: What? How-? I-
Sera was shaking on her knees she knew her faith knew what might come and knew what consequences she might have to face.
She couldn't let the exterminations go on... she had to think of something... had to find a way to keep heaven safe. Had to find a way to redeem the souls... what what could she do? Who could she ask? What could she do?
Sera was shaking desperate for guidance, desperate for help, but who could she possibly ask? The speaker of god? Hardly....
Emily? No. She was just a child.... too naive too idealistic...
sangt Peter? The thought was rediculess. He watched the perly gates he'd know nothing about the matter....
Lute? Absolutely not under no circumstances... she made her position and believes quite clear... her grief for Adams death overwhelmed her she couldn't think clearly... she was blind to the Fakt that redemption was possible and driven by rage wanting to even increase the exterminations... but Sera couldn't let that happen... she already had too much blood on her hands... lost too many children...
Abel? No. He may technically be a grown-up but would rather ignore a problem than face it... Sera wasn't even sure if he should be considered fit to even attend heavens meetings with how care free, he seems. Especially since the death of his father didn't seem to affect him too much... visibly far less than lute who was "just" a friend of Adams.
what could she possibly do... who would ever help her after the grave mistake she made? Who would forgive her? Not even the heavenly father would be able to.... would he?
As that thought crossed her mind, she broke down in tears... she had no idea what to do and was desperate for guidance...