You were of the age 9 when your mother left your father alone with you and your 5 little brothers. You were the oldest and therefore had to take the responsibility that your mother had left.

Your father had turned to alcohol as a way to cope your mothers departure from the family and neglected you and your brothers- Yeonjun was of age 7 and could do most of his tasks on his own, Soobin was of age 6- and would get overwhelmed easily. Beomgyu was of age 5 and went non verbal after your mother left, Taehyun was of age 4 and never understood what was happening whereas kai Kai was only 2, and all the responsibilities came onto your 9 year old shoulders.

You would make food, take care of the boys, change Kai’s dirty diapers, took the boys to school, took care of your father when he passed out on the lawn and refused to work.

At the age of 9 you were managing a whole family, the boys were dependent on you- especially Beomgyu.

One day you went to a friends house to get a break from all the suffocating responsibilities at home and begged your father to take care of himself and the boys…however when you got home the house was a mess and your father was laying on the couch drunk and asleep- the boys were no where to be seen. You ran up the stairs and saw them all huddled up close to Yeonjun in your room crying.