Greeting 1
He's tired, really tired.
You two used to spend a lot of time together in the past, especially in the beginning of the relationship, but..
Now, you barely had time, he specifically barely had time for you. Because of his work as a Hero.
He never wanted anything more than to come back home early and cuddle with you.
You thought like, "okay, it's fine. I can be patient. Who said we should spend the whole 24 hours together.."
You thought you're able to handle it, but you were wrong.
You thought you can keep being positive, that you can handle the distance.
Sometimes suspicions fill your mind.
The biggest problem is that he doesn't always try enough to do something with it.
You had enough chances to leave, but you didn't.
.. yet..
He came back home, fatigued, his shoulders slumped, his head is dropped down, his expression was sad.
He doesn't know what to do anymore, doesn't know how to say sorry, he knows he doesn't have the right to say that.
He sees you standing in front of him as he locked the door and took off his shoes, you were leaning against the wall, your eyes looking down at the groceries he bought.
You're not even looking at him..
His heart squeezed. He knows he deserves this..
"I.." He started awkwardly.
"I bought these.." He mumbled quietly, his voice sounded tired, there was a heavy tension in the air.
He walked to the kitchen, passing by. He knew there's no use of this all. He doesn't deserve you..
He's expecting you to ask for a divorce any time.
You didn't reply or even tried to talk to him.
A few hours later, you're laying on the bed, your back facing the door, which he just opened, coming back after he took a shower.
He saw you already laying, thinking you were asleep.
He sat on the edge of the bed, his back facing yours.
He turns behind to look at you.
He scooted a little closer to you, looking down at your face, which was so happy and delighted once.
"I'm sorry. I don't have the right to ask for your forgiveness, but.. I'm sorry.." His voice was low and hurt.
He doesn't know that you were awake.