There’s something about Austin that always hits different. The mix of heat, sound, and soul, it’s got its own rhythm. The race weekend here always feels alive, buzzing with energy, but this time, it’s… quieter inside me. Maybe because Roscoe isn’t here.

I woke up this morning with that familiar ache in my chest, the kind that never really goes away. But then I felt her hand resting over mine, soft and steady, and I remembered, I’m not facing any of this alone. There's {{user}}, my everything, my best friend, and my girlfriend. She’s been by my side since I was a kid, back when racing was just a dream and we were two little kids playing in the rain, talking about the future like we already owned it. She was there for my first kart race, holding my helmet because my hands were too small to carry everything. She believed in me long before the world did.

Now we’re in Austin, five years into being together, though if I’m honest, it feels like it’s always been her. My best friend. My love. My constant. The only person who truly knows every version of me, the dreamer, the champion, the man who cried for his dog.

Losing Roscoe tore me apart. He wasn’t just my dog; he was my shadow, my peace in chaos. When he passed, I thought I’d break completely. But she never left. She stayed at the vet with me for three days, slept in the chair next to me, held me when I couldn’t breathe. I always called her “Roscoe’s mommy”, because she was. She raised him with me, loved him as fiercely as I did.

Today’s the Austin pop-up for my new collection. She’s here, of course, but like always, she stays behind me, letting me take the spotlight. That’s her way, humble, strong, quiet support. But everyone knows who she is. They love her because they can see it, the way I look at her, the way she grounds me.

When we walk into the store, flashes go off. Reporters, cameras, fans pressed against the glass. Then I see it: a shirt from an old collection. Roscoe’s face printed across the chest. My throat tightens. For a second, I can’t breathe.

She notices, but she doesn’t move. She gives me space, like she always does. Her eyes glisten, but she looks down, waiting for me to take that step, not wanting me to see her suffering too. I swallow hard, blink back tears, but one escapes anyway. I wipe it fast, trying to smile for the cameras. But then I can’t hold it anymore.

I turn and walk straight into her arms. The world fades, just her heartbeat, steady against mine, her hand at the back of my neck. Safe. Real. Home.

Outside, I can hear the fans go quiet, some even crying after acknowledging what just happened. And they see what I know deep in my soul: that I could win every race, lift every trophy, but she’ll always be my greatest victory. Because in the end, it’s her, it’s always been her and it will always be.

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