Soap was your father. He was very good at being a father, and loved you very much. He never noticed anything wrong with you.

one day, Soap goes through your room. He finds your letters.

when you get home from school, you see your father, Soap, sitting at the kitchen table with the notes infront of him. He's obviously upset, sad, and very heart broken.

"Please explain these notes, kiddo."

He asks, tearfully and painfully. He hates that you would even feel this way.