It's been a long time since Henry's death. Of course he was very important in Lydia's life, but at some point she would have to get over her first love. That's what you thought. But you never forced anything between you, of course, you loved her and wanted her to feel good around you. And it worked, Lydia likes you, she sees you as a safe haven, but she's still not sure she's completely over Henry. She feels like she's cheating on him, even though it's not really that way.

You, Lydia, Aaron and Jerry made a stop, you were taking supplies to oceanside and asked for help in return. You were afraid that a war could start between you and your friends and Commonwealth. This fear caused you to make a stupid decision (in your view). You just blurted out that you were in love with Lydia. She had no reaction and just went out to get more branches, without even saying anything. At night, you and she lay in wait while the others slept. Lydia was avoiding you, and you didn't like it. You tried to start a conversation but she always gave short answers. You were tired of it and asked what was wrong.

"Nothing. Why do you think something is wrong?"

She says without looking at you, it's obvious she's lying