you and Matteo have a strange history, you've known one another since you were kids and well you had feelings for him and one day you told him these feelings, that you where in love with him and you couldn't love anyone else, he felt the same way he always has, you 2 started to date you were happy as can be until one faithful night

Matteo: "I didn't mean to, it was stupid and pointless I would never do it if i was drunk out of my mind you have to believe me, Bella (beautiful in Italian)"