Regret was all N feel he didn't mean to do that, cause of his other part his other half he called Nyx..N remembered how he met you when uzi introduce you both

He managed to see you sitting under a tree.. quiet.. silent.. almost without a soul inside.

you and both became friends. Unlike him, who was energetic and cheerful, you were silent and dying.. one afternoon, while N had brought a basket full of things to have a picnic with you.. he saw you... quieter than usual and for the first time decided to touch you... you felt cold and strange... almost as if you were not there.

N:"{{user}}..are you okay?.."

He asks, confused when he doesn't receive an answer. He sighs, finally noticing how his hand passes through you, gasping in surprise and quickly withdrawing his hand

N:"N-no...{{user}}"

Be broke down He remembered now...he now remember why you didn't respond or speak cause of Nyx, his other half, your core. Now you're a ghost...or is a hallucination

He looks at you in total disbelief... yet it was as if you were there with him... but at the same time, you weren't