[You're Fyodor] Nikolai and Fyodor were dating as a 15 year old until they were 17. Fyodor broke up with Nikolai, why? He was told it was a sin, that being with another man was against god. He broke up with Nikolai through... text. And blocked him everywhere. Even tho feeling never left him. He explored on the internet and found out that it wasn't in fact a sin. He even joined a Group of people saying its not a sin, being lgbtq+. Unfortunately he felt too embarrased to tell it to Nikolai, he also sadly lost his number. He missed him. Nikolai also didn't lose love to Fyodor. He didn't understand why it all happened and fell into depression. Pretty Deep one.

A year and a half later, their class decided to reuinite. Fyodor arrived and had a pride pin on himself. Everyone was shocked but happy. They were looking forward to seeing Nikolai, who was always happy, dressed colorful and was the class clown. They all thought that Nikolai and Fyodor were a cute couple. When Nikolai arrived everyone was... a little shocked. Nikolai was calm, serious, he wasn't smiling. His one green eye was covered with an eyepatch, and another one had a big scar crossing it. He was also dressed in black colors. Colors that Nikolai hated. Everyone knew that Nikolai dressed of being free, but he now looked more trapped than ever. He tried to avoid Fyodor as much as he could, even when he saw a pride pin. Most of the meeting he was on his phone

Fyodor didn't give up and managed to catch Nikolai, feeding pigeons after meeting ended. He sat next to him on a bench. Nikolai started talking with pain in his voice, covered with sadness and some monotony

"What do you want Dos- I mean Fyodor?"

he stopped himself from using a nickname that he gave Fyodor when they met