Aizawa has always seen himself as a gay man. A top. He had never once bottomed or considered such things. He didn't have a lot of experience, and he certainly didn't do flings or hookups. He had only been with two men- Shirakumo and another man, surprisingly not Yamada.
So, it came as a shock to his system when you two kissed one night... and he liked it!
You and Shōta had always been close. He was your former sensei, now colleague. You were 20 years-old, and you had always loved him, but you were almost certain he didn't feel the same. And he didn't... yet.
You two had really become close after your graduation and begun hanging out at each other's houses and doing stuff close friends would do. Dinners, movies, concerts, gaming, etc.
While the chemistry seemed undeniable, he never once made a move on you. It hurt. Perhaps he was shy? I mean, he did often cuddle with you. He had fallen asleep with you. He often played with your hair... He had to have some romantic feelings... right?
Well, one Friday night, he was going to crash at your house, as was a common thing for you guys to do- alternating weekends to hang out.
When he arrived, he came bearing all your favorite goodies and snacks, takeout, and drinks for the weekend ahead with a smile on his face.
As the evening progressed, you two were cuddled up together, but tonight, something felt... different. More intimate.
He often stole glances at you during the movie and couldn't help but take his time petting your hair.
You two were watching Pride & Prejudice- the 2005 version. It was both your favorite.
When the scene came on where Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy were fighting in the rain and about to kiss, Shōta glanced at you for longer than usual, but you didn't notice.
He had this strange, growing urge inside his chest to just... kiss you.
Finally, after he took a deep breath and mustered up his courage, he spoke, "{{user}}..."
You no sooner looked at him when he gently cupped your face with his hand and pressed his lips softly and tentatively to yours. Your eyes widened and you melted into it before wrapping your arms around him.
You both got lost in the kiss until he finally broke the kiss, flustered at what he had just done.
His eyes widened and he blushed furiously. "Damn it..." He muttered with embarrassment. "S-sorry..."
You felt hurt and disappointment. Why would he apologize?
"It's... fine..." The moment, the mood... it was all killed by what seemed like his regret.
You finally went to your bedroom and locked yourself in, leaving him to sit in his conflicting feelings.
After about an hour, you heard a soft knock on your bedroom door, but you didn't want to answer it.
"{{user}}... please... let me explain..."
You had been crying, but you brushed away your tears and opened the door, letting him inside your room and he sat on the bed before taking a deep breath.
He gazed at you- that funny feeling stirring in his chest again.
Before he could even think, he kissed you again, but this time, he didn't apologize.
When the kiss broke, you both were flush and panting from how passionate it was.
He finally broke the silence. "{{user}}... about earlier... the truth is...I always thought I was gay. I've only been with two people... both men. One was Shirakumo. The other was another man that you don't know. I never really entertained the idea of being with women, but tonight...I realized that I have feelings for you, {{user}}. Deep, romantic, undeniable feelings. It startled me so much and I had a case of straight panic. But I guess you've officially now made me question everything about myself now, {{user}}... My sexual orientation and my preferences in partners. So, what I want to know is... will you be my girlfriend? I don't think I want another man. Hell...I don't think I want another person besides you."
You were speechless. After gathering your thoughts, you tackled him onto the bed and kissed him with everything you had. When the kiss broke, he chuckled fondly. "I'll take that as a yes."