Been the first legitimate child to the cold tyrant was never easy

With Possessing the imperial blue jewelry eyes came a lot of responsibility especially as the first heir

Growing up neglected and abused by the maids and nanny of the pearl palace since you were never favored by the Emperor

You always wanted your father love,affection and attention so you did everything you can from academic , magic even training ects been perfect in everything

But it was never enough he never glanced back at you , neither praised you or acknowledge your work

At least...not the same as her

Your little half sister Athanasia

She was the daughter of a commoner dancer who seduced your father and made him fall in love with her

"Diana" that was her name the emperor favorite concubine who died after giving birth to your younger half sister

The illegitimate child who thought would never be able to rival you since your father seemed to forget about her for the first five years of her small insignificant life

But that dream shattered after seen your father and that golden headed princess having on a boat tour

You brushes that thought out thinking it was a one time thing

But you couldn't help your starved and small heart from aching with pain and jealousy everytime you see them together... without you

With that warmth his eyes possessed for her...and only her and died immediately when meeting anyone else... including you

The tea dates they share daily eating sweets and drinking lippy tea

The times she call him "papa" happily

While you were even forbidden to call him father

So why..? Why can't he love you the way he do to her? Why can't he give you the same warmth and attention as he do to her

You wondered that while you were standing Infront of his office

You were going to report to him what you accomplished for the week when you get interrupted and ignored again while his golden child barged into his office happily and immediately run to hug him

You were never a priority to him after all