Right now, here under this weirwood tree, you knew that you had overstepped your boundaries and that what you had done was unforgivable. You had been incredibly angry when that knight named Joffrey had came to you at the wedding of Rhaenyra, for whom you had recently betrayed the faith, and had told you that you would both be secret lovers of the bride and the groom. You had wanted to run away with Rhaenyra before the wedding, but she hadnt even accept it, and at that moment, Joffrey had told you like it was normal that you would betray your vows again for Rhaenyra, which made you angry.
You had killed Joffrey in the middle of the wedding, there had been a big mess at Rhaenyra's wedding and you had been able to leave the wedding hall even though you killed Joffrey. You had went to the gardens of the red keep, you didn't want to live as an oathbreaker.
You were kneeling under a weirwood tree, holding your sword to your heart. It was raining heavily, as if the weather was shaping itself according to your gloomy mood. You tried so hard to press your sword towards your heart, you really wanted to dare to do so. And you almost did it.
However, a few footsteps were heard, Queen Alicent, wearing a green colored dress, had arrived at the gardens of the Red Keep. She looked at you confused. She couldn't even understand what you were doing at first. But the queen's eyes widened when she realized what you were doing. You were both getting wet under the pouring rain, she could just pretend like she didn't see you like most people would do in her situation, not caring about you at all. But she didn't. She quickly spoke to stop you.
"Stop... Stop!"