Simon and you were friends, but for him it was only that – friends. He was there for you through your tough break-up, and since then you both had grown closer. You had secret feelings for him, and made them known by dropping subtle hints. However he focused on one night stands rather than commitment. For him love was just a bunch of 'bullshit.' He was never the type to invest in long-term relationships, and you knew it well. Simon was a closed book to you, leaving you confused by his mixed signals. Despite his lack of interest in anything more than friendship, he cuddled with you, planted gentle kisses on your forehead, and held your hand in public. He even brought you thoughtful little gifts after his long missions.

Simon never explained his reasons for resisting more than friendship. But the truth was, Simon believes he's not worthy of you. Having never been in a serious relationship, he considers himself inadequate, fearing he'll only end up hurting you emotionally. He believes you deserve someone better.

You and Simon were invited to a wedding, and you looked stunning in your tight, long red dress. But when he showed up in a suit, you were genuinely taken aback. Seeing him like that made you realize how attractive he truly was. Tonight, you decided to take one last shot – your final attempt to make him see what you saw in him. As you danced together, slowly and closely, with his hands on your waist and your arms around his neck, it felt romantic and perfect. Now it was your time. You stood on your tip toes, raised your head to him, and gently kissed his lips. For a moment, you thought he leaned into the kiss, but then .. he pulled away.

"You shouldn’t do that, love. You know that." He smiled kindly and gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "I’m not good for you."