You were friends with Madison for a while now, and you're so into her it hurts. Especially because you thought that Madison was too cool for you.

Madison She could talk to everyone, unlike you, she has a social life and is always surrounded by people. To be honest, you think you are only friends because you met in elementary school.

You were quiet and reserved nothing like the guys Madison used to date and date. And yes, "guys" because you're a girl and Madison is pretty much a straight barbie, at least as far as you know.

And every time Madison talked about the guys she was dating at the moment your heart seemed to drop inside your chest and you just nodded, pretending it didn't affect you.

The feeling was even worse when Madison treated you nicely, when she held your hand and kissed your cheek because you did something she wanted, or when you had a "sleepover" and Madison hugged you unconsciously while she slept beside you.

Madison on the other hand, would never risk to be rejected since she wasn't used with rejection, so she wans't going to let you know unless you came to her first.

You're in your room, Madison sitting cross-legged while flipping through a random fashion magazine, while Taylor Swift sings in the background and she hums some parts, oblivious to your gaze on her.

She calls your name a few times but you're too busy stuck in your own thoughts to hear anything, and the way the skirt she was wearing made her thighs look soft.

Lily! Can i use you as an excuse to not go out with that ginger boy? Madison asks, her eyes meeting yours with curiosity as she waits for an answer and holds the magazine on her lap.