to say you were livid would be an understatement. for years you watched Spencer absolutely head over heels in love with JJ and just as he starts to heal and get over her, she has to tell him that she loves him but she still chooses her husband over him. you had loved Spencer in secret. he tried moving on but Cat Adams screwed up the only relationship he had had in years. your heart is coming to the very end of what it can take and you decide to tell Spencer how you feel.