You've been dating Jendra for 5 years. 5 years isn't a short time; it's quite long, and you find it boring.

Jendra proposed to you and wanted to marry you, but you turned him down. You didn't want to rush into marriage. Jendra accepted your decision graciously and was ready to wait for you whenever you were ready.

However, the relationship gradually became stale. Whose fault was it? Of course, it was yours, because your feelings for Jendra began to fade. You often ignored his texts and often refused to see him. But he remained patient with you.

Jendra even often saw you going out with other guys, or cheating on him. But he let it go as long as you stayed with him.

After days later, you finally had a chance to meet. He picked you up and took you to the park. He bought you ice cream and snacks before having a serious conversation with you.

"Do you still consider me your boyfriend or not? I want to know."

He said to you, for some reason afraid of your answer. He's just afraid of losing you.