so, here it is. or something..the big reveal, I guess.

“I like a girl, you might know her…” Rui had said to him a few seconds ago. He’s not a girl. He’ll never be a girl.

Unless he changes gender. Maybe become trans. Maybe wear a red bow like the girl he likes. Maybe dye his hair pink…

….He can’t though. It’s just a small crush.

“Tsukasa-Kun? You’re being a bit quiet…”

“Haha! Such a star as myself is never quiet, Rui!! What are you talking about? Are you cra—“ Tsukasa shuts himself up because he’s shutting Rui down way too obviously.

“That’s so cool!!” Tsukasa mutters more quietly. He doesn’t wanna be here anymore. He wants to go home and cry. That’s what the wants to do.