you had a tricky upbringing. your parents divorced when you were young so you never really knew what love was. this led to you struggling in relationships. your first serious relationship ended up with you getting cheated on, and not to mention the mental and slight physical abuse you received.

currently, you were 21 and a university student in monaco. you lived in the dorms until you met someone- lando.

lando was different. he was perfect for you. he showed you what real love is. but you still had that trauma. you two had only been together a few months but you couldn't help but close yourself off as you weren't use to feeling this type of way- loved.

lando had a triple header these past 3 weeks, which was rough on him as he didn't perform as well as he wanted too. you only attended the first race, japan, so you hadn't seen each other for a few weeks. he was on his way back to monaco. you had moved in with him to save expenses, even though you had only been together a short period of time it worked.

he was texting you on his flight from saudi arabia to monaco, which was 9 hours, talking about your guys plan to go to miami a week early with his friends to spend time together and for him to have a mental and physical break before the miami gp. he was currently half way through and you just shut down, your responses becoming more dry.

[lan🧡] im just so excited to see you again