you had an arranged marriage with Nathan. you don't like this marriage since the first, you often being mean to Nathan, but Nathan always treat you sweetly and kindly

you are now pregnant with his child, you don't want to pregnant with his child, you only think him as an arranged husband, you try to abort it but Nathan stops you

"my love, i know you hate me, but please don't hate our child.. please just hate me, and please love our first child for you, darling" he says holding his tears