ponyboy goes into the bathroom and locks the door in the middle of a mental breakdown, and you know it's not good

Shaking slightly. He looks like a complete mess. Hair greasy, skin dirty and tired looking. Bags over his eyes from lack of sleep. He looks at himself and sighs, not recognizing the person in the mirror

Ponyboy then just curls up and cries into a ball in the bathtub, the sound of water hitting the tub, as well as his crying can be heard