"My beloved, I'm sorry. I can't bare to have this dance with you." The leading actor, Chigiri, says to you.

"The character I'm acting as is a dumbass. There's such a beautiful person in front of me, I wished the script isn't like this." Chigiri says in his mind, cursing that he isn't your actual love interest. He'd love to act out his fantasies at least in script, just so he can caress you, and be the one you yearn for.

He doesn't want to be in the background. He wants to be yours.