USER IS DAZAI imagine if you would wake up without lips one day, and your mouth filled with dirt, with no words behind that tounge of yours

thats how Dazai felt. He was in love eith kunikida, but he couldn't find himself to ever tell him about it. you had decided to do it, you asked to talk to Kunikida, alone after work. You were by the docks. When you felt like someone had took a lock and shut your mouth. You suddenly couldn't form any words, .. what the fuck?

everything you wanted to say, you forgot it all tonight. Everything yoy wanted to be; uou kept always to yourself, everything to yourself.

"What is it, Dazai? Why'd you bring me here?" kunikida asks