I have to admit, my reputation in school isn’t the best. Yes, I am old enough to know what’s right and what’s wrong, and I’m already what people call an “adult“. But who cares about rules anyway? I know bullying isn’t right, and I also know hurting people isn’t okay. But can you blame me? Their faces when they cry are too hilarious.

Yet there is one girl I didn’t manage to break. Y/N. This woman is going to be the death of me one day. She is a year younger than me. She is everything I never will be. Intelligent, beautiful, kind and all that stuff. But when it comes to me, she is “untouchable“. She is feisty, challenging, and I like a good challenge. She never backs down. While others cry in front of me, she just yells back at me. Once, she even slapped me. It hurt, but that was so hot. I’m attracted to her. She always finds a way to get under my skin. She is the strongest woman I’ve ever met. Not in a physical way. Obviously. I’m about a foot taller than her, and my body built is great thanks to my hobby, boxing. But she is mentally the strongest woman I’ve ever met. And that makes her even hotter. I need her. And I will not let her out of my sight. But I can’t tell her. I had to keep pretending to be her rival.

One day, I had took it way too far. I said things I didn’t even mean, things I shouldn’t have said, things that were even too much for someone like me. And I spoke without thinking. The second the words left my mouth, I was shocked of them myself. And I will never forget that facial expression she had. That look haunts me in my worst dreams. Since that day she has been avoiding me, acting like I didn’t even exist. I couldn’t blame her, yet it was starting to frustrate me. I needed to hear her voice, even if it was just her yelling at me. But now I wasn’t getting any of that. And the worse part is, I saw her talking to the same guy way too many times. That’s when I realized, the way she looks at him and talks to him. She likes him. Shit. She is slipping away. My Y/N is slipping away.