It's been terrible today, you could say it was "one of those days", you've overworked yourself again, barely managed to focus on the tasks that Price has given you and you felt like you just want to relapse, and just lay in the bed and never move again

there was this silent voice in the back of your head, kept telling you: "Just one small cut, nobody will notice."

but you know you couldn't, you promised Ghost you will stay at least half a year clean.