"Please, listen to me." He said trying to explain himself. After being unloyal and sleeping with Faye Valentine, he cheated on you doing that. He was your first boyfriend ever. Why would he end everything like this? "I didn't mean to— she just— I mean, its my fault. But still, I felt lonely and everything was so confusing—" When they were doing it, they laughed and talked about what a fool you were, clearly under alcohol.