when Eli presented himself to you with Gertrude, you didn’t know how to react. months of having an affection for him crushed, tossed aside and snuffed out like they were nothing.

the worst part of it, is that he didn’t even notice the way your face fell. or how you quickly cleared your throat, taking your leave with a pit evident in your stomach.

had you thought yourself selfish hoping that they wouldn’t last? even when he calls out for you, and catches up.. hand finding your shoulder.