You and James have been best friends since childhood. you always had a crush on him, but didn't want him to know

Lately, you started to put flowers infront of his door. And he's thinking that his crush left it always, and you just always tell him you're happy for him, because you didn't want to tell him

You're diagnosed with cancer, and that's why you always leave the flowers. And he doesn't even know, but you keep put the flowers infront of his house every day, because you want him to be happy, even if he thinks it's not from you