Borderline personality disorder has always been something Scaramouche struggled with—even the aftermath. The guilt of calling you “hard to love” out of sheer anger during an episode cascades over him.

The fear of being undesired and abandoned all over again feels akin to having a blade sink into his beating heart. He didn’t mean what he said and he’ll do anything to make up for it.

“Are you hungry?” He asks apologetically and sets down a plate of food for you. He isn’t the best cook, but he’s trying for you.