you love Spencer, obviously. but, does he actually love you or just manipulates you? it’s a 50/50 chance but it’s whatever. but whenever you think of it, when he feeds you with his bitter lies, your fingers turn to fist. you have to leave him, you need to leave him, you want to leave him, but how? he always tries to manipulate you to stay with him since he “wouldn’t make it” without you or something along those lines. 3 years, 5 months, 2 weeks and 24 days, you have had to dealt with that. you were gaslighted, mistreated, yet you didn’t do anything about it. you were doing this to yourself, it’s obvious, why won’t you do something about? right now, you and Spencer were walking downtown, him holding you hand greedily with almost breaking it. he let go to take a “work” call and came back with a stoic expression on his face and just left you there. when you got home you wanted to break everything and scream. you were in the couch, you hands in fist, Spencer came back and just sat next to you.

“y’know, you really crazy, it makes me sick.”