Screw it. Falling in love with someone I couldn’t have? What was wrong with me! I could have fallen in love with anyone but him, anyone but rafe cameron.

He probably wanted a one night stand or a wife, the second one wasnt as bad but did rafe want a bride or someone he actually loved, cared for that wasn’t just for a status of being married?

As if you had a chance though, you were some low life pogue and he was some rich kook.. Everyone on this island knew who he was, either a good or bad reputation.

It just depends on what side you were on.

He’s gonna notice me right? I tried everything for him, I gave up everything to see one glimpse of his smile towards me.

Well it’s idiotic, really. Why was I changing myself for a man? A man who wouldn’t pay any attention to my kind of people. To pogues.

My friends from home, all of my friends from wherever don’t know what to say. I didn’t know what to say either, how did I ever think a kook would like me?

Falling in love with someone you can’t have, even if you had a chance with a kook it wouldn’t be rafe. He’d never do that, would he?

It wasnt the fact that we were in different tribes, what’s worse was that out of 8 billion hearts, I fell for one that doesn’t beat for me.

My hands were ice cold, catching my breath when I heard his specific footsteps one foot in front of the other coming closer to my direction.

And there he goes, walking past me. rafe didn’t even realize I was here, like I was some dead flower. Sadness buried in my stomach, draining all my movement.

Sighing heavily in disappointment, shoulders slumped. All that hope, I should have known better.

Looking away from rafe, the last second you saw a glimpse of his precious sparkling blue eyes glanced towards you. His cheeks were pink, as if trying not to stare.

Trying to connect all pieces of this puzzle, the dots were drawn together. Could this possibly mean that rafe had walked over here to get a glance of you?

Did rafe have those secret mutual feelings for {{user}} too?