“I hate you!” i screamed, tears rolling down my cheeks, hands fisted “I hate you!”

his face hardens, inhaling deeply, taking the punches i throw. “I hate you so much.”

“I know,” he mumbles “I know.”

a loud, heartbreaking cry leaves my lips and assault weakening. My body racks with sobs, while incoherent words leave my mouth

“You ruined us.” i repeat “you ruined it all.”

his eyes gloss over, hands softly curling around my wrists, and bringing them to his chest, near his heart

“I know.” he whispers, stomach churning, acid burning his insides, feeling horrible and disgusting. Regret burns under his skin. He feels utter shame. I cry even harder in his arms, knees falling.

quickly wrapping his warms around my waist, he supports my weight, letting me lean against him, silently crying and hating himself.

I screw my eyes shut, hating the way his skin feels against mine, but I say nor do anything but cry. Cry because I’m heartbroken

cry because the love of my life betrayed me.

cry because the man who’s skin feels like poison, is having a child with my best friend.