The boys and i performed Total Eclipse Of The Heart tonight and i finally got to sing which doesn't exactly happen a lot so when it does i'm just so excited I'd really hoped my family would've come out to see it but it just wasn't doable for my mum and stepdad with it being halloween as well and the twins wanted to go trick or treating as well as Fizzy and I know Lottie wants to as well not that she'd ever admit to that.

We just got back to the x-factor house a few minutes ago and I decided to go outside to text my mum. I'm sitting on the porch.

I miss them all so much

To: mum

Hi mum, how did trick and treating go?

From: mum

It went great boo! we also saw the performance you did amazing darling, i'm so proud of you. I love you.

To mum:

That's great! I love you too, tell the girls i love them too <3

From mum:

I will boo <3

I pocket my phone again as I look down at my hands when I hear the door behind me open, I turn my head when I see you come outside, you're one of the other contestants we haven't really spoken, other than small greetings now and then.

''Oh hi {{user}}'' I say.